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Yay it's all about ME!- Where you can find out all about me! September 09 MusicI've really enjoyed the last few days. I've cleaned and sorted, and then I decided to sit down and really sort out my music. I mean there are bits scattered all over the place. I'd decided for awhile I needed to sort if, and over this week it's formulated in my brain, and on Thursday I bought a lever arch folder, and some music paper, and some plastic wallets (rather a lot actually) and on Friday I sat down and found out all the dog eared scraggly bits of paper with chords here and music there. I put them all into this folder, and then the last few days when and as I've had the time, I have sat and played and practiced, and oh the joy I have doing it!! I love it so much, I can't believe I stopped! So music wise things are back on track for me again! I mean I still have miles to go but that's okay! I still have more bits of paper t find and add in, but now I have some sort of a system too! So YAY for me! I am off to Leicester (or however thats spelt, I normally just write lester and don't bother trying to do it correctly) on friday! To visit Helen.... a friend I met in summerset at soul survivor! I'm so excited about that! I've also been looking at flights to Norway at the end of october! I would like to go in the half term holiday, but I don't have the dates for that! I didn't want to go again untill I had the money to go places other then Bergen, so I could visit everyone!! But I fould out that Thorbjørn and his wife, arn't doing very well, and I love them to bits. Thorbjørn has been such an insipration to me, that the more I think about them the more I just have to go visit them! I don't know how to explain it but just being with them is good!! September 05 Back on the 18thI don't know what it is with me and my tutor, but we get on like a house on fire!! Yesterday I went to re-register for my photographer, and ended up talking to my tutor for pretty much and hour and half, which is insane because actually re-registering took only 10 min!! It's like sign here, and smile for the camera!! hehe! But it did make me think, what on earth am I going to do next year when I'm on my own?! It's really scary sometimes. I mean I'm dead excited about being fully qualified and having a career, but I love the support around me!! Plus I really need to get my driving done and dusted, because I am seriously going to need to be able to drive to wherever it is I work, I certainly won't be working in Walsall!! I have less than a year!! ahh sooo much to learn!! August 30 Too SleepyOkay, I am way too tired for this, I have a bunch of rampant teenage (almost) girls downstairs, expecting me to be the life of the party, and I feel old and tired and decrepit!! Why did Virgin have to break tonight?! It could just have waited til after the movie was done so they would be all relaxed and sleepy, LIKE ME!! I think I'm gonna have to tell them I am going to bed, in my own comfy bed, unlike I had planned!! But I am just way tooooo tired!! I hate that I just haven't had enough sleep this summer, I mean it's the holidays for goodness sake I'm supposed to recuperate, and here I am more tired then when I go to uni!! It's INSANE and just WRONG! And now I'm off to bed!! August 26 Today's most embarressing Moment!Okay so here I am, I've been up half the night, or well nearly all of it! It gets to 10, (5 hours sleep) and I know I have to crawl out of bed to open up the rabbit hutches and let them into the run! So I'm a state, you know morning hair, plodding half asleep, in a nightie that I managed to put on inside out! (I was half asleep when I changed from pjs to a nightie as I was too warm) I get the first 2 bunnies out into the run, but the third Ollie, decided he's having none of it!! So he wriggles and squirms so much in my arms that me being half asleep seriously can't keep a hold of him, until plop! he's down and off!! Now my mind has to actually wake up! So I know it's pointless chasing this bunny round the garden, but after 10 mins of coaxing I decide I'm gonna have to! Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately) at that point some crazy person decides to set off fireworks in the daytime??!! Scaring my bunny half to death and making him run round in a blind panic into the bushes (my worst nightmare in case there is a hole in the fence)so here I am crawling into the bushes (after running round after a half crazed rabbit) in an inside out nightie a complete mess, only to discover, as I finally emerge with twigs in my hair that my neighbour is sanding watching me! Oh the humiliation! Plus much to my disgust I've lost the sleepyness of being able to crawl back into bed afterwards!! So of course I had to have a shower and actually get up! Men agghI really don't have the best track record when it comes to men! It's crazy I fall for the guys already taken, and no I'm not trying to steal them away because I never realized they were taken before I fell for them! If that makes any sense! It's getting laughably ridiculous now! So heres a note to all you guys!! Don't get being all charming and sweet to a girl if you're already taken! It's not good!! The annoying thing is that they like me too, and we both like each other, but they are already in love with someone else, now this I just don't get what so ever!! If your in love why would you even consider anyone else? And everyone says girls are the complicated sex! Sorry I'm just ranting because I'm sick of being romanced by unavailable guys, I must have some radar for it, maybe I send out a beacon. It's getting annoying and tiring! I'm actually planning on going to bed now, I haven't caught up on half the sleep I need to since Soul Survivor, and after staying up most of the night last night I wont stand even an hour at Dan and Erins tonight!! I just had to rant about relationships first!! Not that I said all that much, but biy do I feel much better!! Ready for the next bloke!! Night, or well day xx August 23 WHY are my friend always so far away?!So I just got back from working week B at Soul Survivor, and believe it or not I actually had more fun with the people there then at momentum! Maybe because I wasn't going to get any God stuff from it, I was just going to have fun on the First Aid team. And boy did I have fun! Especially this last night! I'm just sad that I only got to know these people so much on the last night! All those I spent time with on shift I just love to bits girls and guys, and it's heartbreaking to know that I may not see them again! It's like Norway all over again!! But you know I wouldn't trade it for the world! I just pray that the few days we spent together is enough to build a good friendship on over the year! I really want to keep in touch! I spent most of my time working in Lift which was the skate park! Now that was awesome (except when I had a thumping headache) because you got to see these awesome skaters (which actually weren't the staff) doing some pretty amazing tricks! I did really enjoy it! Next year I am going for lift completely!! I learn't this amazing (but utterly stupid) cup game, which I intend to teach EVERYONE and i dunno I have so many stories from this week. I guess the biggest thing is that i hope I have some new friends to keep in touch with! I feel so nervous in case it just doesn't happen! Which is really weird but I just can't help it, I did really love them all! I met my first male nurse, and he was really sweet!! It was so funny I've never met a guy so good with sick girls and kids! He could even handle period pain and such conversations without the slightest flinch....now thats impressive! We had a paramedic (ambulance man) on the group who is so well there just isnt a word for him, but he was fantastic (yeah going through the guys first coz I was shocked at how many there were) and we had 2 med student guys both were very funny! and some other guys I didn't get to know as well, but there were just as great! Then we had a First Aider, who was like at a nurse level and she was lovely! I'm so sorry I only got to know her on the last night (we were on different shifts) but wow she was kind and sweet, and just the most perfect girl, so super special, its impossible to not love her! Then there were a group from Momentum which was just great to see them again! especially our phsyo girl, she is very out going and has such a strong personallity that you can't help but love her either! I got to know 2 of the first aid girls from momentum who were on a different shift but now on the same shift as me much better, and discovered actually we got on really well! Wow I bet you must be bored, by now but I just can't help it, these people were amazing! I just wish I could manage to get everything out! (which right now doesnt seem to be happing too well) But there were a few that I just knew I had to stay friends with forever! However there were 2 people that God melted m heart for them both, and I pray that I can be a part of their life in a good way, and I just want to help them as much as I can, they both were so absolutely amazing that I wouldn't want to live my life not being able to call them my friends! So I pray we become good friends without any awkwardness, or annoyingness! Okay seriously need to shut up aout people I met now!! I'll update you some more when my head isn't so full of everything! Hug xx August 14 Update!So the trip to the vets wet fine. (sadly one of the baby buns has died, she was just too sick!) The 2 girls I had back then were spayed yesterday, and already have people aiting to rehome them! Yay! I have 2 delinquent teenage boys, who really are lovely, and I'm sure you're all sick of hearing about rabbits!
I've been on holiday twice! Once to Momentum (for free on the first aid team) Once to 28:18 (and got a fantastic tan) and then on saturday I am going again to Summerset to go to Soul Survivor! (weekB) So I've had quite a good summer considering!
Last night I could not sleep for the life of me! It was insane, so I got up, and started chatting online which was a mistake to some extend because at that time of night (or even during the day) you go into a chat room and you get like 100 messages asking some rediculous questions, it is really quite hilarious how many ways people try to get you to cyber! Hay I had this one guy ask me if I was lickable? I bust out laughing and ask him if he was seriously asking me that! But you know it isnt all bad, I met some decent folks too, at least hope they are. The only sad thing about it, is well I'll proberbly never talk to them again! Which I guess isn't all that important, but you know making new friends is fun! So I finally get back to bed around 2, and still I can't for the life of me get to sleep! I slept in the end though, and now I'm awake (bright and early coz I have connor) I'm still not tired..... maybe I've had all the sleep I need (though it sure doesnt feel like it)
The weather here has been awesome! Except now it's raining, but untill now its been hot and wonderful!
Oh I've gone back to reading my Jill Mansel soppy girl books! It's fantastic, I do love them hehe! I just wish my life would turn out like that!! hehe. Anyway I've just got to the very best bit, so I need to finish the book (even though I've read it before and know what happens) |
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